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boo. ok. final word. im so lazy to update my blog. but will try my best to do so. coz my blog so uchakness and fatness. aduh..

I don't know what to say!

I slept around 6am this morning. My bf fault. We talk and talk whole night. And we spend our quality time like Whoa! Then I was so sleepy I told him I wanna sleep.

Few hours later....


It was 10am and the BF came and woke me up! I was like don't la.. i wanna sleep. But he forced and forced me to wake up and yes I did. Im so pissed off with him. Ugh. I need my beauty sleep. It was part of way to have a healthy skin. BUT..... He told me something nice.

BF : Syg, guess what ?
Me : Whaaaat ? ( I scream at him )
BF : Ala.. don't marah la.. We go buy your ROXY thing ok ?
Me : Now ? Today?! Yes! Yes!

I quickly take my bath and make-up and wore my clothes. I even wore my new Vincii wedges. I'm like the happiest princess ever. First we went to ECM. We went to Quicksilver & ROXY shop and bought my wallet and BF jeans. Then we went to SEED and bought his clothes. Next stop, BODY Shop, the FACE Shop, STAGE, Nose, Jefferson and MNG Outlet. My BF ? He look like a Christmas tree! Full of bag. I was so happy. Then we went to eat at Black Canyon. I thought this shopping spree will end here but I was wrong again! He brought me to Mega Mall where we went to Cotton Shop, Vincii, Nicole Mnj, and Watson. I'm so happy coz I bought me SIMPLE stuff! Yay me!

Then we went home to pick up my housemate. She's alone at home and she text me and told me she's hungry. It was around 7pm. Then we continue our hunting in Carrefour where we bought house stuff. I bought myself a lot of things. I even bought the ingredient for my Laksa Sarawak tomorrow. Oooh. After the whole day of shopping, I'm kinda tired. So we went home and my leg like H*ly Sh*t!

Oh yea, I'm gonna upload some pictures next time. Coz I'm too tired now.

I'm so happy indeed. Thanks,Honey!

Vivalicious!

Last week, the BF brought his salary slip and he told me he wanna buy a new car for himself. I was like OK. So the following day, we went to Perodua and check if he can proceed to buy a car. Then, there. Something caught my eyes. Viva. Actually I don't really had this head to toe for Viva. It was Satria Neo on my mind. But I regreted it. You know those feeling when you want something but you end up regrettng it ? Because you cannot have it ? I once apply for Satria Neo but my dad can't proceed with it because he loan so much until the people reject him. Kesian kan ? But nevermind. Then suddenly I try to *gedik-gedik with the salesman. Until he said try do loan. Because my BF cannot do his loan. Reason ? He just started his new job. So I try to do loan with the bank. But in my mind, mesti tak dapat la.


* 3 days later.

I was sleeping. Then my BF wake me up.

BF : Syg, wake up. The bank call u.
Me : Wooot ? ( I was sleepy )

But I woke up and talked to the person and guess what ? I'm getting a car for myself!!

Shiit! I don't have money. So I call my dad. I explain everything. Lucky me! Daddy said yes.

Within next week, I'm gonna have a car for myself! Hallelujah!

Hallelujah!

Yes! Yes! Yes! I am so happy today. My BF said I can go shopping next week! You know that everything is on sale now ? But he warn me about the shoes thing. He was mad when he saw my shoe closet. It was full with lots and lots of shoes.

BF : Wtf ? This your shoes or your housemate shoes ?
Me : Mine. Why ?
BF : Are you serious ? You have all the color and you masih cakap tak cukup ?
Me : Match all my baju la. ( Make the innocent face )
BF : Go online and sell it. And no online shopping anymore.

I make my puppy dog face. He rolled his eyes. Macam I takut.

BF : Ok ok. Syg, next week I gaji. We go shop your ROXY thing.
Me : (**&(^#790 ( I jump up and down ) Yayyyyy!!!!!!

Oooh. I still remember. That day, we went to QUICKSILVER. Then, I melencong to ROXY. Because he was busy picking his short. Then, I saw this beautiful tote. I was like *this is effin pretty! I beg him but he said no money. I sulk and went to car and cry. Childish kan ? Now, I will have it for myself. Oooh la la.

The best thing is, I can shop next week. Lots of stuff on my mind now. But I was thinking of Beauty Product. I saw Simple Facial product. It was the best. And new stuff in Body Shop. Tea Tree Facial Wash. Wow.

But the best thing is I get to spend time with him. And we will go for hunting next week.

shot me.

Honestly I'm missing Miri. Aduh. Homesick again. Nothing here makes me feel the breeze of Miri except if Murf come this Thursday. Can't wait the day! Actually, I miss my sister and my cousin. They make my life complete. =) Partner in crime, shopping geek. U named it, we did it all together except sex la.

My sister. Maureen Tommy Agan. She's my partner in crime. Best thing about her? Everything. She keeps my secret well, but sometimes tak jugak. She doesn't like me smoke that much. That's why she tell my mum bout it. This girl, she always join me sneak out at night. And go to club. Yes,we are naughty. She's closer than my closest friend, someone who will be there till the end. And sometimes we fight, every family does. But that can't change our love. To celebrate the good times, to help me through the hard times,to bring me down to earth, remind me what's important. And who comes first? She jugak. Yes, I love her more than you know.

She's Debbie. Have I mention this girl also my partner in crime. In my BIG family, only three of us girls. Me, Morin and Deb. So, this powerpuff girl which my grandma always called us, really really " peningkan kepala " our mom if we're together. I still remember, we sneak out and climb the gate. Waited outside for almost 1 hour coz my friend were late that time. Kena gigit nyamuk, the dogs wandering. Aduh. But we have the best time together. And I heart her too.

That's my brother Natanael. The one in green. He was so so tiny and suddenly, he grew up so fast. He's my best and only brother. Sometimes he's annoying but no matter what, he's the best bro I ever had. Geez. My tears drop now.

Derrick and Alistair. My partner in crime 3.




Alvin. The cousin. Sometimes, me, Morin and Deb treat him like he's one of us. =)




Adrian and Kevin Lo. The cousin.

Us. Blossom, Buttercup & Bubble.

Adrian and us.



Morin and Andy.

That's them. My brother and sister. When we get together, my grandma will chase us with the broom. Trust me. I'm 21 now, and we still act like kids. And we do all things together. We drink together and get drunk. That's us. But we always keep our secret together and back-up each other.

Shopping

It's been a while I didn't shop for myself. Now payback time. I'm thinking of buying all this new stuff. Clothes, shoes, stuff. More importantly, my make up.

1. Sarah Parker Fragrance. Nice smell. Saw it in Pavilion. I was effin dying to buy it but no budget at the same time. This weekend,try to hunt it.

2. Benefit Black Badgal Mascara.

3. A creamy MAC compact foundation. Love the touch. Sheer & effortlessly glides onto skin and gives a medium to full coverage on my skin. So,takkan tak nak cuba ?? Oh god!

4. Benefit "that gal" brightening face primer. A perfection of a very happy complexion.

5. Benefit some-kind-a-gorgeous foundation faker. My instant beauty boost of the day!

6. This is a must! #150 LARGE POWDER BRUSH #190 FOUNDATION BRUSH #168 LARGE ANGLED CONTOUR BRUSH #194 CONCEALER BRUSH #239 EYE SHADING BRUSH #266 SMALL ANGLE BRUSH #275 MEDIUM ANGLED SHADING BRUSH #316 LIP BRUSH / COVERED BRUSH. All in one set. MAC 8 piece professional make-up brush set. After all, my make-up brush not that friendly anymore.

7. Benefit "talk to the tan" bronze facial tint. Need it for my fake tanification. =)

8. Benefit Badgal liner. This eye-liner is a 365 days of my sexy day. So i need it,very effin need it.

9. MAC bronzing powder. A lightly frosted, tinted powder that gives skin sheer, natural colour effects and highlights. Love the tan. Very strengthening and moisture my skin nicely. After all, my bronzing powder almost finish.

10. MAC concealer. My eye bag are getting worse. I need this very very seriously.


Actually,there's more. But the only place I know where Benefit is, in Pavilion KL. Luckily my Mr. Im dapat gaji this 17 Jun. Sheesh. I'm a bad girl for real now. But he promise me. =)

6am in the morning

I might sound crazy. I'm not sleepy. Yes,still online now. Pathetic. I know. Beside, life is getting harder. Problems by problems come. Money problem. Friends problem. Love problems.

I wonder if I'll ever find love. I know it takes a while and it doesn't happen overnight but I went to the formal just this weekend and saw all these girls with their boyfriends...even girls that are lower on the "food chain" than I am.

I'm a hopeless romantic. I read the books, watch the romantic comedies, and have an urge to get into a relationship with a guy. And to top it all off, the only guys that like me are my friends. All around me, girls are getting boyfriends. Why don't guys like unique girls that don't have the perfect figure, a great tan or blond hair?

I do have a boyfriend but my mind keeps on playing that he doesn't love me at all. Maybe he's just fooling around with me. But one day, I'll show him that he needs me badly.